[Was it ice]

The season settles in strips the trees of leaves the heart

of the matter is weather I have been wind sheared storm

wracked thrown off course and down I have been

all river no shore what drowns you is not the water but

the ice this strict difficult surface refusing to let you go

let you grow replacement parts for what's been cut away

glaciers planted boulder huge stones that bubble up 

from the soil I mean the soul from which you make

the walls high and thick from which you fill the holes

till the soil from some semblance of hope your role

in all of this is dimly understood the ways that safety

arises or has passed you by you are neither glacier 

nor ground nor harbor breakwater shelter siren

or cave is it comfort or touch that you crave

was it ice that held you down or was it love